Hello hello hello :). I'm Victoria, I'm a small girl with a big heart and full of laughs and stupidness. I care so much about others feelings, when I should care about my own. Which is probably why I always get walked all over like I'm nothing, but i always keep my chin up and a smile on. I don't really know where I fit into in this big wide world but I hope I will find out soon..
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Jonny Craig, so talented. Dance Gavin Dance is for sure missing out. <3.
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What if.
If you love me you would do it with all of your heart.
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What do I make of my self.
 When I think about my future my mind draws a blank, I could sit and think for hours on end but never figure out what I wan to do with my self or what I even might want to do with my self. Its so hard to decide what you want to do for the rest of your life at such a young age like HELLO this is the rest of your life you are talking about not a couple of weeks or years, its till the day you die, what other people will make of you when they look at you or ask what you do for a living. There are a lot of things that interest me of corse but everything that I would love to do there is always something in the way of me achieving that dream and usually that one thing or one of those things is math. Its horrible how math has to be apart of almost everything because I completely suck at it, like wow my life would be so much easier if I actually got math.. or it just didn't exist at all, yea I like my second suggestion best because really I think a fly could understand math better then I ever will or ever could ha ha. As I was saying I have no idea what I am possibly going to do my self and I pretty much only have this year to decide and what makes it frustrating is the fact that everyone around me knows exactly what they want to do and have their life planned out to the tee, which makes me feel even more pressured to make a decision as soon as possible, I just wish it was easy for me as it is for everyone else. When it comes to my life in the long run, life shits on me aha but right now in the moment its pretty amazing :), I just wish I could stay like this forever.. young, fun and easy. I really don't want to grow up I need a Peter Pan so I can be his wendy and we can stay 17 forever ... how about... Nick Jonas? That sounds about right, I'm thinking he totally made his song 'Fly With Me' for me, he just doesn't know it yet oh but he will find out soon enough ha ha ha ha. Yea I know I relate everything to the Jonas Brothers in some shape or form, I guess its just a problem that I have and its not going away any time soon. Hopefully I find my place in this world very very very soon because I'm really not patient and I just really hope life goes for me for the better and it hits me soon because really I can't bare the frustration any longer.
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You.
Dear You.
I can never look at you and not smile, every single day you brighten up my day. You're the sunshine on my cloudy day, you always warm me up and find a way to keep me happy, laughing and smiling. I don't think I could ever stop talking to you it would just totally kill my day, week, month and year, you keep me solid and help me keep my head up high when it starts to droop down. You bring out the best in me, the person who I haven't seen in a very long time and you must be pretty special to be able to do that. Everyday you seem to show me more and more about your self and even with your flaws you amaze me in each and every way. Your smile it could light up the darkest deepest cave in the would and could probably make Mr. Grinch's heart grow 3 sizes in one day, you are so caring and you always put others before yourself. You are also capable of doing the best, I don't care what you say but you can do it I believe in you more then I believe in my self and what you could do with yourself is amazing. You inspire me to be a better person not only for you but for myself, you make me want to grow into a stronger person then I am now and when I'm with you, you give me the confidence to be able to give it my all into everything I do and not be afraid of failing. You showed me that you don't always have to walk life on you own because there will always be people there you can count on and have a shoulder for you to lean on when you need it and you are one of those people. You drive me crazy with emotions and millions and gazillions of butterflies every time you look at me or even talk to me. I just wanted to thank you for all that you have done, I wouldn't be the same with out you, I love you.
Love Me 
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Beautiful song.
 I still remember the second that you caught my eye, okay maybe I don't really,
and I know you're not surprised,
but I could tell from the beginning,
it was meant to be,
and it may not seem quite perfect,
but it seemed so right to me.
and I don't want to push you into anything
'cause I want the best for you,
I just can't stand the thought of you
with Someone New,
you've got a smile that could light up a whole room,
and when I see it I just can't seem to get my eyes off you,
'cause you complete me in so many ways,
I wish I could explain,
I guess I'd say you're like the sun that breaks through all my rainy days,
and I don't want to push you into anything,
'cause I want the best for you,
I just can't stand the thought of you
with Someone New,
we've both been through so many things the last few years,
and I'd like to thank you for coming in time to save me dear,
and even if things don't work out the way we planned,
I'm still so glad that I heard you sing that one song kid rock sang,
and I don't want to push you into anything,
'cause I want the best for you,
I just can't stand the thought of you with Someone New
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Get better <3.
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People are to self centered.
Why do people always seem to compare everything to something it just causes conflict with how you think of something from what you once did before. If something happened in your past you should let it go or it will forever control your future which isn't good especially if it is something bad. For example people should never compare one relationship to another unless you are comparing for the better, no two people are the same and if you go into a relationship thinking everything is going to go wrong then it probably will, you must have confidence in not only the other person but yourself, not everyone in life is out to get you there are going to be plenty that are there to help you and guide you through life with a steady shoulder to lean on. You should always live in the present and go with what life gives you, doubting does nothing for you but strain you and get you worked up and worried if you truly believe in something it will work out for the better, you don't need to try and shut out everyone who try's to love you.
It hurts to know the person you truly care about doesn't think you care about them. It hurts because you really care about them so much and you show them every single day or at least you try to thats what it makes you start to think when they say they don't believe you, you start to question yourself to if your putting enough into the relationship as you thought or if you don't show how much you care for them as much as you should. What hurts even more is the thought that all your time and all your effort that you have seemed to be putting into it has gone to waste because they don't even notice that if you didn't care you wouldn't be doing all the stuff that you are doing, they don't realize how you are destined to get up everyday to put a smile on their face, how you drop things to help when they are upset. No one should ever doubt you for caring because they have no idea how or what you are truly feeling and if they care enough back they should trust you enough to know that you do care for them when you say you do.
Love like you have never been hurt before.
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Life's good.
SMILE :)
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Thunderstorms could never stop me.
Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
...the only thing that I've been waiting for.
I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause it's the only thought that I ever feel real
Thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily
She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me
I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only thought that I ever feel real
'Cause thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily,
There's no one in the world like Emily
- Emily, From First To Last
<3
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Bieber Feverrr!
 So basically today is my birthday and for my birthday my best friend got me seats to go on Much Music's, Much on Demand to see the very popular Justin Bieber! I can't thake her enough it was an amazing present!! It was super amazing and yup you guessed it is wayyyyy cuter in person.
So while on the show I was asked to sing along to his hit single "One Time" for a mini game and then the audience would choose who won so I went up and did my thing ha ha danced, sung got the crowed going ha ha while Justin watched and same with the VJ Devin, he got a kick out of it for surly laughed quite a bit ha ha :) and then after Justin wished me a happy birthday and gave me a hug ah ah :) He's a cool kid ha :)!! and even though I didn't win I still had a blast and it was a great birthday and it will be remembered always ha ha.
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Never stop trying.
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING: "Reach for what you truly desire and keep on trying, never give up. You will eventually get what you have been looking for" - Victoria Roias
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Story of my life...
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Jonny Craig, so talented. Dance Gavin Dance is for sure missing out. <3.
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What if.
If you love me you would do it with all of your heart.
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What do I make of my self.
When I think about my future my mind draws a blank, I could sit and think for hours on end but never figure out what I wan to do with my self or what I even might want to do with my self. Its so hard to decide what you want to do for the rest of your life at such a young age like HELLO this is the rest of your life you are talking about not a couple of weeks or years, its till the day you die, what other people will make of you when they look at you or ask what you do for a living. There are a lot of things that interest me of corse but everything that I would love to do there is always something in the way of me achieving that dream and usually that one thing or one of those things is math. Its horrible how math has to be apart of almost everything because I completely suck at it, like wow my life would be so much easier if I actually got math.. or it just didn't exist at all, yea I like my second suggestion best because really I think a fly could understand math better then I ever will or ever could ha ha. As I was saying I have no idea what I am possibly going to do my self and I pretty much only have this year to decide and what makes it frustrating is the fact that everyone around me knows exactly what they want to do and have their life planned out to the tee, which makes me feel even more pressured to make a decision as soon as possible, I just wish it was easy for me as it is for everyone else. When it comes to my life in the long run, life shits on me aha but right now in the moment its pretty amazing :), I just wish I could stay like this forever.. young, fun and easy. I really don't want to grow up I need a Peter Pan so I can be his wendy and we can stay 17 forever ... how about... Nick Jonas? That sounds about right, I'm thinking he totally made his song 'Fly With Me' for me, he just doesn't know it yet oh but he will find out soon enough ha ha ha ha. Yea I know I relate everything to the Jonas Brothers in some shape or form, I guess its just a problem that I have and its not going away any time soon. Hopefully I find my place in this world very very very soon because I'm really not patient and I just really hope life goes for me for the better and it hits me soon because really I can't bare the frustration any longer.
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You.
Dear You.
I can never look at you and not smile, every single day you brighten up my day. You're the sunshine on my cloudy day, you always warm me up and find a way to keep me happy, laughing and smiling. I don't think I could ever stop talking to you it would just totally kill my day, week, month and year, you keep me solid and help me keep my head up high when it starts to droop down. You bring out the best in me, the person who I haven't seen in a very long time and you must be pretty special to be able to do that. Everyday you seem to show me more and more about your self and even with your flaws you amaze me in each and every way. Your smile it could light up the darkest deepest cave in the would and could probably make Mr. Grinch's heart grow 3 sizes in one day, you are so caring and you always put others before yourself. You are also capable of doing the best, I don't care what you say but you can do it I believe in you more then I believe in my self and what you could do with yourself is amazing. You inspire me to be a better person not only for you but for myself, you make me want to grow into a stronger person then I am now and when I'm with you, you give me the confidence to be able to give it my all into everything I do and not be afraid of failing. You showed me that you don't always have to walk life on you own because there will always be people there you can count on and have a shoulder for you to lean on when you need it and you are one of those people. You drive me crazy with emotions and millions and gazillions of butterflies every time you look at me or even talk to me. I just wanted to thank you for all that you have done, I wouldn't be the same with out you, I love you.
Love Me
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Beautiful song.
I still remember the second that you caught my eye, okay maybe I don't really,
and I know you're not surprised,
but I could tell from the beginning,
it was meant to be,
and it may not seem quite perfect,
but it seemed so right to me.
and I don't want to push you into anything
'cause I want the best for you,
I just can't stand the thought of you
with Someone New,
you've got a smile that could light up a whole room,
and when I see it I just can't seem to get my eyes off you,
'cause you complete me in so many ways,
I wish I could explain,
I guess I'd say you're like the sun that breaks through all my rainy days,
and I don't want to push you into anything,
'cause I want the best for you,
I just can't stand the thought of you
with Someone New,
we've both been through so many things the last few years,
and I'd like to thank you for coming in time to save me dear,
and even if things don't work out the way we planned,
I'm still so glad that I heard you sing that one song kid rock sang,
and I don't want to push you into anything,
'cause I want the best for you,
I just can't stand the thought of you with Someone New
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Get better <3.
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People are to self centered.
Why do people always seem to compare everything to something it just causes conflict with how you think of something from what you once did before. If something happened in your past you should let it go or it will forever control your future which isn't good especially if it is something bad. For example people should never compare one relationship to another unless you are comparing for the better, no two people are the same and if you go into a relationship thinking everything is going to go wrong then it probably will, you must have confidence in not only the other person but yourself, not everyone in life is out to get you there are going to be plenty that are there to help you and guide you through life with a steady shoulder to lean on. You should always live in the present and go with what life gives you, doubting does nothing for you but strain you and get you worked up and worried if you truly believe in something it will work out for the better, you don't need to try and shut out everyone who try's to love you.
It hurts to know the person you truly care about doesn't think you care about them. It hurts because you really care about them so much and you show them every single day or at least you try to thats what it makes you start to think when they say they don't believe you, you start to question yourself to if your putting enough into the relationship as you thought or if you don't show how much you care for them as much as you should. What hurts even more is the thought that all your time and all your effort that you have seemed to be putting into it has gone to waste because they don't even notice that if you didn't care you wouldn't be doing all the stuff that you are doing, they don't realize how you are destined to get up everyday to put a smile on their face, how you drop things to help when they are upset. No one should ever doubt you for caring because they have no idea how or what you are truly feeling and if they care enough back they should trust you enough to know that you do care for them when you say you do.
Love like you have never been hurt before.
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Life's good.
SMILE :)
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Thunderstorms could never stop me.
Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
...the only thing that I've been waiting for.
I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause it's the only thought that I ever feel real
Thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily
She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me
I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only thought that I ever feel real
'Cause thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily,
There's no one in the world like Emily
- Emily, From First To Last
<3
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Bieber Feverrr!
So basically today is my birthday and for my birthday my best friend got me seats to go on Much Music's, Much on Demand to see the very popular Justin Bieber! I can't thake her enough it was an amazing present!! It was super amazing and yup you guessed it is wayyyyy cuter in person.
So while on the show I was asked to sing along to his hit single "One Time" for a mini game and then the audience would choose who won so I went up and did my thing ha ha danced, sung got the crowed going ha ha while Justin watched and same with the VJ Devin, he got a kick out of it for surly laughed quite a bit ha ha :) and then after Justin wished me a happy birthday and gave me a hug ah ah :) He's a cool kid ha :)!! and even though I didn't win I still had a blast and it was a great birthday and it will be remembered always ha ha.
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Never stop trying.
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING: "Reach for what you truly desire and keep on trying, never give up. You will eventually get what you have been looking for" - Victoria Roias
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Story of my life...
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