Smile like you mean it, come on it won't hurt.

About me :).

Hello hello hello :). I'm Victoria, I'm a small girl with a big heart and full of laughs and stupidness. I care so much about others feelings, when I should care about my own. Which is probably why I always get walked all over like I'm nothing, but i always keep my chin up and a smile on. I don't really know where I fit into in this big wide world but I hope I will find out soon..

Jams.

Things I love :) <3.

Gorgeous.

So it's my birthday a week from today and I'm super stoked :D

and you see that camera above the Nikon D5000 I hoping

my parents get it for me I would probably give my soul for it :|

It's beautiful :D

I love you and your letters <3.

Hey baby, what's up? LMAO :P <- (Like my tongue) Ha ha.

Well I'm writing this lame note because well I'm loser and I have nothing better to do... well guess what!? Happy seven months baby, I know they have been the best seven months of my life because of you baby. You have made me more happy then I have ever been before lmao :). So don't be saying not even because it's true babe! You have changed my life and it's never going to be the same because you have made my life so much better then it ever was or ever could be baby, but you really have made my life better then it was, your always the one worrying and helping me through everything, your always the person I can count on and I really can't thank you enough for that baby. You have made such a big impact on my life there is no way I could ever stop loving you, your my first and last love . Baby you will always be the best thing to have happened to me even when I'm 900 years old ha ha because December 27th 2008 was the day you made me believe anything is possible. I was nothing before I met you and I'm nothing without you, so trust me you have made me the luckiest guy in the world baby! And believe me when I say December 27th 2008 was the happiest day of my life because that was when I got to say that I'm with my one true love as lame as that sounds. I know sometimes we argue and that I don't like talking about stuff but it just makes us stronger and I always will love you inside and out, you're the most important part of me as lame as that sounds but it's true. I know this note will probably never truly express how much I love you but believe me when I say your the love of my life and that is never going to change. I know saying that you're the love of my life is pretty weird since were young and have only been dating for a little over half a year but it's true. I know it is with everything in me because when we kiss it feels like magic LMAO, I know that was gay LOL and I still get blown away by your smile it's the most beautiful thing about you, apart from your eyes and I know when I look into those beautiful eyes of yours I know my heart belongs to you and only you! You make me feel things I have never felt before, you make me feel things I can't even explain, it's like whenever I hear a song somehow it reminds me of you.

Baby they say true love only comes once and I found it with you and I will always love you and care for you and be there for you no matter what because your the most important thing in my life. You're my heart and soul, my everything, I'm lost without you because I was lost before I met you and you made me find my way back as gay as that sounds . I'll love you forever I want to be the one your eating Mccain wedding cake with and NO ICED TEA, random I know. Well I'm going to wrap this up because it's lame, I hope this lasts forever but like I hear all the time in your room "Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine.." So why can't we?

I love you baby <3.

Love,

Ross

Rain, Rain, GO AWAY!

Well, yet another rainy day in the boring old town, I swear it's rained this whole summer jeez! Don't get me wrong it's not like I completely hate the rain because it does have those days were it is enjoyable and calming but there comes to a point were enough rain is enough. It feels like I have been locked up inside my house all summer long, like really thats not right ha ha. Also rain usually brings out the worst in everyone, it can be so depressing and cause the craziest mood swings and makes you not feel like your self , it makes the summer go by faster and seem like it was pointless and worthless because when you think summer you thing grass as green as can be, nice blue sky's with only a few clouds, the sun beaming down on you and a small nice breeze to cool you down when needed. When you think of rain you think of early or middle spring where its April and its rainy and slushy and your hair get ruined, the sky is gray and when cars drive by they splash you with the puddles that are gathering on the road. Yea sorry for my complaining but I had to get my rainy day frustrations out of me ha ha, lets hope it clears up soon :).

"Your the sun on my rainy days"

What is love.

I have realized love its not that feeling you have for a week, or a couple of months. It’s not that feeling you feel right away. It’s something that grows over time and keeps growing stronger. It’s a feeling that takes two people to keep it together. It’s a feeling you don’t loose, its a forever kind of thing. It’s were you feel almost about every emotion at once, but love every single second of it. It’s when you can’t give up on someone no matter how hard you try. It’s when at the end of the day if you don’t hear their voice your days not complete. It’s you would do anything for them no matter the risks, and when you would give up just about everything in you to keep them safe. It’s seeing them crushed or hurt in any way, and you feel their pain. It’s when you can’t let them go even though you should. It’s when you see them and no matter how mad you are at them they can always make you smile. It’s when you forgive them not even a day later. It’s when you think about them constantly and praying that they are okay. It’s that feeling that no matter how many fights you get with them or how many names they call you are how much you are mad at them you find yourself still in love with them just as much as you were before. It’s when you look into there eyes and can tell how they are feeling and by them just looking in your eyes gives you tingles all over your body. It’s how comfortable you are with someone. It’s even if your not at your best you wont be embarrassed to see them. It’s thinking about all the good that has happened and how happy they make you. It’s being able to laugh about everything with them. It’s when you talk on the phone till 5 in the morning talking about completely nothing at all. It’s when you hug them and letting go is the last thing on your mind. It’s when thinking about losing them brings tears to your eyes in a matter of seconds. It’s when you want to talk to them every second of everyday knowing you will not get sick of them, not even a little bit. It’s when they say forever and you some how find yourself believing it. It’s when they are always on your mind and no matter what people talk about it reminds you of them. It’s when you read or look at things they have wrote for you and smile and cry at the same time. It’s when care about someone more then anyone could ever know except for yourself. It’s something you can’t just drop, or pretend like it never happened. It’s something that will always be apart of you and something that you can’t give up on. It’s when you look at someone and they are the only person you want to see.

THAT'S love.

Life.

Definition of Life:

Life is unfair. It's completely random. Most of all, life is meaningless. What is the point of it? You live, you die. What's the point of working hard in life - it means nothing.
Do what you love - enjoy life. What other reason could there possibly be for life existing other than to enjoy it? Do everything, take risks. Life is so meaningless and short-term that what does it matter what you do in it? Do what you can to make a difference or change something or be remembered, otherwise your life will end and it will really have meant nothing. Do what you love and remember that life has no purpose. The world will end one day and so will life, so make the most of it now and try and help make life as happy for everyone as you can.

The meaning of life is to find a meaning of life. The point of life is to discover something within ourselves and try to make the best of it. Life doesn't mean living it to the fullest, because that only describes what you want to do with it, not what it is. One of the reasons why human civilization isn't getting any better is because no one has found the meaning of life yet. We all think we know the answers, and yet, everyone always falls into some problem, always asking themselves why.

So you tell me ..what is life too you?

lovelovelovelove.

"But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,

Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it."

-Anna Nalick

Please be mine.

MMMMMMMMM... The Jonas Brothers, I don't know why but I can never get enough of them. I have never gotten sick of any of their songs or them for that matter and them and their music always seem to make everything better. You can find a song by them that can relate to anything and put you in a good mood when your down, or put you together when you are torn apart. Their smiles, happiness and dedication towards their fans is incredible and you can really tell they truly love what they do, you can tell that they do it for the music, and the fact that the love to just make music and be able to share it with the world.

These boys alway seem to amaze me in some shape, way or form, you can tell the passion and work they put into everyone of their songs. To tell you the truth no one is "TOO OLD" for the Jonas Brothers because you just can't help but fall in love with them every time you see them or hear them. Every time I hear someone bash or say they hate the Jonas Brothers I cannot understand why because when I personally look at them I cannot find one thing wrong with them, they are terrific role models and talented young men and when people make fun of their "faith in God" and what they believe too be right I don't get it because those are usually the same people that complain about how all the other celebrities that are going around getting into drugs, having sex tapes, partying all the time but once they find people who are sense able, they make fun of them!

So basically I'm saying I love the Jonas Brothers and nothing or no one is going to change that, they always seem to make my day that much better :)

haha <3

"That's just the way we roll"

mmmmm :).

"the spaces between my fingers

are right where yours fit perfectly."

- Owl City

My Love <3

So every girl in her lifetime wishes for their prince charming to come along and take them away on their white horse into the horizon and they will live happily ever after, in love and everything will be PERFECT! Well we all know that isn't possible in anyway shape or form because nothing is perfect . Everyone has their share of differences in life and no relationship is perfect but in the end your share of fights will make up and end up making you closer and stronger then you could ever imagine :)

Well I can't say I have a price charming or that he has a white horse for that matter (even though that would be really

cool not going to lie ha ha) or that my relationship at the moment is perfect, but I can say its pretty close to it :)! I don't think I have ever met someone so kinda and so trustworthy in all my days, someone who cares for you more then they could ever care about them selves and you can see the more that your with them the more they are changing for the better and how much of an impact they have had on you since you have met them. My boyfriend does so much for me even though he try's to say he does not do much at all, when he really had he is he one boy who has made the biggest impact in my life and I couldn't have asked for better timing on this one ha ha <3.

He melts my heart and his smile is amazing, he makes me believe in what I have never believed in before . He is my better half and I know for a fact that no one can replace him! He makes me feel special when I need reassurance and picks me up when I'm down he's amazing in every way and I can honestly say I love this boy with all me heart and not anything or anyone one can change that :)! I hope this feeling stays for good :)<3

And the one most important thing this boy has taught me is :

It's not what they do, it's who they are <3

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"You've got a face for a smile you know, shame you waste it"

Why HELLO there :D!

HELLO :)

Well I'm Victoria, you can call me Vikky for short or whatever you would like haha! Over the years I have been called millions of things so I probably wont be surprised on what you could come up with :P! I'm a total goof as you could probably tell and I smile almost all 24 hours of the day if you catch me in a good mood :D. So as you can probably most likely tell I'm brand new to this so lets get this on a roll!

I'M VIKKY, NICE TO MEET YOU ;)