About me :).

Hello hello hello :). I'm Victoria, I'm a small girl with a big heart and full of laughs and stupidness. I care so much about others feelings, when I should care about my own. Which is probably why I always get walked all over like I'm nothing, but i always keep my chin up and a smile on. I don't really know where I fit into in this big wide world but I hope I will find out soon..


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Things I love :) <3.











What is love.

I have realized love its not that feeling you have for a week, or a couple of months. It’s not that feeling you feel right away. It’s something that grows over time and keeps growing stronger. It’s a feeling that takes two people to keep it together. It’s a feeling you don’t loose, its a forever kind of thing. It’s were you feel almost about every emotion at once, but love every single second of it. It’s when you can’t give up on someone no matter how hard you try. It’s when at the end of the day if you don’t hear their voice your days not complete. It’s you would do anything for them no matter the risks, and when you would give up just about everything in you to keep them safe. It’s seeing them crushed or hurt in any way, and you feel their pain. It’s when you can’t let them go even though you should. It’s when you see them and no matter how mad you are at them they can always make you smile. It’s when you forgive them not even a day later. It’s when you think about them constantly and praying that they are okay. It’s that feeling that no matter how many fights you get with them or how many names they call you are how much you are mad at them you find yourself still in love with them just as much as you were before. It’s when you look into there eyes and can tell how they are feeling and by them just looking in your eyes gives you tingles all over your body. It’s how comfortable you are with someone. It’s even if your not at your best you wont be embarrassed to see them. It’s thinking about all the good that has happened and how happy they make you. It’s being able to laugh about everything with them. It’s when you talk on the phone till 5 in the morning talking about completely nothing at all. It’s when you hug them and letting go is the last thing on your mind. It’s when thinking about losing them brings tears to your eyes in a matter of seconds. It’s when you want to talk to them every second of everyday knowing you will not get sick of them, not even a little bit. It’s when they say forever and you some how find yourself believing it. It’s when they are always on your mind and no matter what people talk about it reminds you of them. It’s when you read or look at things they have wrote for you and smile and cry at the same time. It’s when care about someone more then anyone could ever know except for yourself. It’s something you can’t just drop, or pretend like it never happened. It’s something that will always be apart of you and something that you can’t give up on. It’s when you look at someone and they are the only person you want to see
THAT'S love.